Reality can be rather trying, a cause of emotional and psychological fatigue.
My ideal living situation: somewhere near SF so I could go to the Byz rite regularly (though they do not have daily liturgy, unlike SBG). Berkeley is close, and BART might be an option. Berkeley does have a traditional music scene which I enjoy. What is lacking in both of these locations is a community of like-minded people, though there may be a few at certain parishes. And even though sustainable ag is something that may be more feasible across the bridge and over in Marin or Sacramento counties, it's unlikely I'd be able to get into that. An urban garden instead?
Ah well, one can have dreams...
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